Friday, April 2, 2010

The Fast Is Ending on a High Note


Day 19

I have almost finished the third book of my fast, Boundaries in Dating, and know that this fast is more than just a time out from dating.  Instead, I have gotten closer to God and feel as though I have started myself down a different path in life.  One in which I take more consideration into who I share myself with, and not just physically.  During this fast, I have met new friends, started swing dancing, been asked out twice and asked for my number twice.  When the sun sets on Sunday, I have gentlemen callers in the wings of my life waiting to be called back onto the stage hoping for a chance in the big time.  However, I am no longer eager to just have somebody, anybody.  I now believe that I am worthy of more than just lust, or like, but seek love.  As true and pure as one can hope for from imperfect people.  So, I have been learning from my past experiences and exploring issues and patterns as well as developing a sense of who I am and who I want to be...with.

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